VERY Off topic, please read Hey, as i said...VERY VERY off topic, but i want to let everyone here (Espically the AtlasRR people) know how i am. I lost the girl that meant everything to me, my girlfriend of 4 months...featured here: www.siderodscass.741.com and some more here: www.siderodspics.741.com I know, i know, i know...i need to change the site to Ex. Girlfriend, but i'm to depressed to do that right now... After we broke up tuesday night on the phone, i went for a walk. I'm already kinda sick, and i went out last night (after punching the bathroom door while in tears) in the rain in shorts and a tee-shirt, and walked about a mile along the track, sat down on the rail and cryed. I then walked back along that mile, and tried to cross into my field. I knew that there was once a fence there, but it appeared to be gone, so i tried to cross it. BIG mistake! My left foot stepped ontop of the fence (chickenwire and barbed razor wire)...i thought it was solid ground and lifted my right foot, as it swung forward, my left foot sank through, cutting my leg to pieces and with that, my right foot caught, throwing me forward. Both ankles locked and cracked...i sprained both of them. I landed hard on my right wrist, fracturing it in 2 places. I came home in tears, sitting in my room, shaking and in tears...cold but the heater was on. I never felt so alone. Then wednesday, while cutting a piece of pipe, the saw slipped, the blade itself didn't cut me, but the brace across the top of the hacksaw dropped hard against my hand and pressed it against the vice. i got 2 razor-sharp cuts to the bone on my middle and ring finger of my left hand. (2 cuts on each finger) Normally i would know better then to place my hand as i did, but i just wasnt thinking. Now today, i'm talkin to Cassie...she still loves me like a friend, but nothing more. That helped, a bit. Her's and my best friend is somewhat fogivin me, but not entirely...hoepfully...that will change soon. My other best friend i havn't talked to yet...her birthday is this saturday...i hope she still wants me to go. An update as well to the status of me eatting and sleeping...in the last 50 hours, i have eaten 1 sandwich (with about 10 bucks worth of meat on it! 5-inchs worth of meat !)...thats ALL i've eaten, except for 2 spoonfuls of KD, in 50 hours! I havn't slept in 61 hours...not anymore then about 10 mintues of sleep when i passed out on the keyboard in tears at 2AM wednesday morning! Wow...i miss her! Excuse me for being so far off topic, but i wanted to say what i did. If you feel the need, delete this.