well guys i went into my train room for the frist time last night scence my son passing to do a little work on the layout . and i couldn't get a thing done. i just sat their looking at it thingking of him what got to me was when i looked in to the yard and seen the locos that had come from paint with the make a wish logo on them and looking acrossed form the yard is the town named after him i was their for hours just sitting their looking at the photos of us working on this layout him in his chair smiling as the trains roll bye. my wife came down to see what i was doing and she asked me what was worng and i told her. it was hard to be in their but i did get some track cleaned off everything had about 2 months of dust on it i called it a day after that . and went to my dads for some fishing and beer. well guys it was hard for me to start work agin but i will get back on track off to the hobby shop for some more track and a new loco.